I feel like time is so precious these days! I take all of these wonderful pictures of the boys, but if I don't download them immediately then I forget about them until my camera is full and I am forced to download them! Wow, that was a long sentence!! The boys are growing up way too fast and it is hard to believe that Tag will be one next month! Where has the year gone? We have had so many fun memories this past year and I really can't imagine my life without these two wonderful and most of the time rambunctious little boys of mine!! I wouldn't trade them for anything. I just finished watching an Opera show (boys are napping and mommy is relaxing) and they were featuring Country Music Stars. As most of you know, I love to sing! I always think it would be so fun to try out for American Idol just to see what the judges would say...not because I think I have a shot at it, but to say that I did it. Do you ever have moments in your life when you just want to do something so you won't wonder for the rest of your life what could have been? I guess it would be called living with no regrets. Sorry, I had a little tangen there, back to the real world. Anyhow, as I was playing with Tag on the floor, I realized that none of these moments would be this great if you were some "super star"! Not to say that they don't have great times together as a family, but we all know that it is different! I love my children and I am so thankful that my life is the way it is. I know that this perspective comes from having the gospel in my life and knowing that there is a plan out there and that this life is not just some fleeting moment that means nothing in the end! I want my children to know that I love them and I am so blessed to have them in my life! I have an amazing husband and they have an amazing dad that works so hard so I can stay home and care for these two wild and crazy little boys! There are days when I think that I am just a "stay at home mom"and all the hard work I put forward to get a college degree has been wasted or I remember the dreams I had before I had children and how they have been put on hold and some have been permanently put on hold. It's days like those, when I want to come back to this post and remember that life is just the way it should be and I really do have the most important job in the world right now...raising these special little angels sent from Father in Heaven!!
Blondie Brownies
7 years ago